Friday, July 24, 2009

Daniel Garcia Poems #1

Gradually

This is take 63
Though you stopped counting long ago
And still the darkness comes
The anguish blanketing your soul

The game of life is Loss
It's gonna come again my friend
Sometimes it's big or small
But it's all even in the end

There comes a time
When you're just listening
There comes a time
When you're just gone

I didn't know this once
The answers come to those who wait
And then for 40 days
You let the dawn pick up the pace

The game of life is Love
It's gonna come again my friend
Sometimes it's big or small
But it's all even in the end

There comes a time
When you're just listening
There comes a time
When you're just gone

Gradually growing wholeness.

****

How in the world

I can't see what's down the road
Might as well just let it be
Let it be
Let it go
And I can't pray away the pain
Might as well just settle down
Settle down
Settle in
Settle down
Settle in

How in the world do people
Carry on with so much
To carry around and no teaching
On how to free our minds
How in the world will people
Fix the world when changing
Other people starts with
Learning how to free yourself
How to free yourself
How to calm yourself
How to quiet your mind
How to stop the war
Stop yourself.

******

Aging Hands

"Hillside lullaby
You came into my life
Not a moment too late
But just in time

All of my wisdom
All of my fortunes
Had drifted far from me
In a blackened sea

Then you dragged me out again/My outstretched hands/My pleading hands/My desperate hands/My praying hands

Wings on the mountain
Lift me high
I'd give up a year of laughter
For a day with you in the sky

There's no changing
The condition I'm in
Show me light in darkness
I'd probably doubt it again

Yet I see with my very eyes/We're holding hands/Holding hands/My open hands/My aging hands

Can you feel me? Can you tell that I'm not that strong?
Can you hear me? Can you tell that it's been too long?
But I know I'm not alone
It's in my hands/My healing hands/My breathing hands/My aging

Poems by Daniel Garcia
Posted with permission
All rights reserved.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Some of my favourite 21st. century albums



Huong Thanh
"Cai Luong Theater" 2008
- Traditional Vietnamese music.

Kieran Hebden & Steve Reid
"NYC" 2008
- Electroacoustic Jazz

Nick Cave & Warren Ellis
"Music From The Motion Picture The Assasination Of Jesse James" - 2007

The Magnetic Fields
"Distortion" 2008
- Pop-Rock

Gnarls Barkley
"The Odd Couple" 2008
- Groove

Paola Prestini
"Body Maps" 2008
- Contemporary Music

Medeski, Martin & Wood
"Zaebos: Book of Angels Volume 11" 2008
- Jazz-fusion

Flaming Lips
"At War with the Mystics" 2006
- Rock

Outkast
"Spare Boxxx/The Love Below" 2003
- Hip-Hop

(I'll be updating this section as often as possible..)

Alisa Vasquez Poems #2



His shoulders tell a story of unrest for they are crooked. With his mouth washed he says the unrest should at least be clean.




If I held my breath I’d run out,
If I ran out, I’d feel pressure,
If I felt pressure, I’d feel the need to make a decision,
If I failed that need,
I still made a decision.




White picket fences
the dinner table,
Comfort in running water.
Finally arriving,
Soft pillow cases,
Silently loud
the release into him
the release into her.
No redemption,
This is hatred.




I’m sitting her wondering and pissed
I’m confused.
The things that are supposed to be fun and exciting aren’t
They’re a mess and confusing as fuck.
They’re supposed to be great things.
The potential is there
the lights are on,
Dim, but on.




There used to be a song that saved me
Instantly all was okay.
Or maybe I had the understanding it would be.
You’re here now
I can’t find that song and it can’t find me.
My dad said I have nothing to lose
But my pants are down
And I have already seen that loss.
So, I guess he’s right.



I want it all now.
I want the path to my song
And I don’t care about the melody.



One day when its right
Again.
We will be there.
Different people with the same core.
In the mean time don’t lose sight of the goal.
This is a journey
Let others around you, love you.
You are worth it all and more
Above all things,
Let it be,
A day in the life,
Evolution,
and Blackbird.




Tradition is fiction,
it always has been.
Whether you exist in my mind
Or I exist in yours,
It all comes down to faith.
If I choose evolution,
What says of the missing link?
If I chose creation,
What says of Adam and Eve?
What says we aren’t all here because of you?
(read from left to right)



Serene grass Long lashes
Faint voices
Hopeless addiction Unknown
Never ending
Full lips Sewn shut
Dark shadows
Parallel lines Hanging curtains
Swinging lamp




Wildly passionate,
Quietly passed,
Means ultimately, gone.
Absolute,
And okay.
Wildly passionate,
“Quietly sobbing”.
Wonder about tomorrow and what life brings.
Softly smile and breathe.
Your loving soul draws me near.


All poems by Alisa Vasquez
Posted with permission.
All rights reserved.

Alisa Vasquez Poems #1



I feel comfort in my shadow
For nothing is real,
Except it.
Simple Saturdays lounging
On the threads of my couch.
Written lines in that familiar shade of black.
The clouds are back again
And I must wait.
In the midst of these clouds,
I find fear.
In has many faces, and I pick mine up.
I see yours there and smile,
I see yours there and smile.
The energy builds and the day reborn.
Look to the sky to feel your place.
It matters.


Looking around,
How is it that I’m here?
Strangely wonderful,
Watching you sleep.
Choke.
Hearing your thoughts,
Fly.
Tasting your juice,
When.
Smelling that scent,
Death.
Irresistibly there,
Destruction.




Gives me all he knows to be true,
Knowledge,
Affection,
Love,
Money,
Mistrust,
Anger,
Guilt,
His way, price tags.
Important, breathe, brush my teeth.
Unknowing.
Titlelessness
It’s a type of syndrome we suffer from.
It’s not contagious.
It’s not curable through
Titlelessness
I say this as fact, because it is.
Titlelessness
It can’t be studied, no research can be done.
You cannot have varied forms.
It’s the same for everyone.




It can be this simple,
An awkward smile
Holding comfort.



We are not meant to be more than 2 souls in a flower pot.



I once asked myself a question of emotion.
I felt the wonder in my soul
And began to answer.
Living for ideals leaves little room for life.
In the blink of an eye I see a shadow.
In the blink of another, I see one more,
What happens next is like infectious bacteria.
I wonder what prompted you to go straight for the feet.
I have skates on mine.
The white ones with hot pink wheels.
I call it my mid-20’s crisis.
I’m on my own,
Somewhat educated (by society’s definition)
I’m alone, in an okay way.
Holding out for my Henry Sherman.
“I get it, he’s everything I’m not.”


All poems by Alisa Vasquez
Posted with permission.
All rights reserved.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Run, baby

Run, baby
(Josué Febles)

I woke up in my childhood and started to run
Been running all my life, found no way to stop
I run to all the places and I still am late
I can just do it or try to do my best
A little bit of this, a little bit of that, a little bit of
I tell you I run and I still am slow

Drink black coffee, light a smoke
Get a grip, get some love
No way I can get everything I want
No way I can get to everyone I love
Drink black coffee, light a smoke
Get a fix, get a job
No way I can get everything I want
No way I can get to everyone I love

I never get enough and fast enough
A little bit of this, a little bit of that, a little bit of
Anything I'm not
I never get enough and fast enough
Gotta keep on pushing, always on the run
Run like some motherfucker, show must go on

Run baby, run, run baby, run, run

Run away from here, run away from there
Run away from myself as far as I can get
Run away from mom, run away from school
Run away from myself, run away from you

Live on, dream on, always on the run
No way I can get everything I want
Live on, dream on, always on the run
No way I can get to everyone I love

MONSIEUR FUCK

MONSIEUR FUCK

Once upon a time there was a little puppy somewhere in California, USA. Due to some serious digestive trouble his flatulence was extremely abundant and loud. These impressive displays would cause people to turn around and curse every time he let one out. Our little puppy wound up believing his name was “Fuck!” Rejected by everyone he flew to Paris and went on the road for several years during the Seventies, eventually becoming one of the most celebrated writers in Europe. People meet in intellectual circles and theaters everywhere to listen to readings on the highest acclaimed farts by Monsieur Fuck.

I Ain't Got No / I Got Life

I Ain't Got No / I Got Life
(Gerome Ragni, James Rado, Gal Mcdermot)

I ain't got no home, ain't got no shoes
Ain't got no money, Ain't got no class
Ain't got no skirts, Ain't got no sweater
Ain't got no perfume Ain't got no bed
Ain't got no mind,

Ain't got no mother Ain't got no culture
Ain't got no friends, aint got no schoolin'
Ain't got no love, Ain't got no name
Ain't got no ticket, Ain't got no token
Ain't got no god

and what have i got?
why am i alive anyway?
yeah what have i got?
nobody can take away?...

Got my hair. Got my head
Got my brains, Got my ears
Got my eyes, Got my nose
Got my mouth, I got my smile

I got my tongue, Got my chin
Got my neck, Got my boobies
Got my heart, Got my soul
Got my back, I got my sex

I got my arms, got my hands, got my fingers,
got my legs, got my feet, got my toes,
got my liver, got my blood..

I've got life,
i've got my freedom
i've got life
I've got life
and I am gonna keep it
I've got life
and nobody's gonna take it away
I've got life!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Une histoire de voiture.

"Nous avons rencontré un garçon qui est musicien professionnel. Il joue pour des stars françaises et américaines. C'est mon copain, qui cherchait une voiture et lui vendait la sienne. Il en est venu a parler d'un guitariste sur Bourges qui jouait d'un façon extraordinaire il y a une dizaine d'années. Il se demandait ce que devenait ce guitariste trés imprégné d'Hendrix et dont il adorait aussi la façon de chanter.
Ce fameux guitariste devait a l'heure qu'il est jouer encore mieux. Il restait songeur... comme admiratif et respectueux.
Le nom de ce garçon qui vendait son véhicule est Lesca. Peut être cela te dit quelque chose. Je ne sais plus son prénom; car nous ne l'avons pas revu, mon copain ne lui a pas acheté la voiture".

By Stab

Friday, June 19, 2009

Too much talking.

People who talk a lot make me so bored.. Where do they suck out the energy to keep talking so much from?..

We say so much and do so little. Maybe we spend so much energy talking that when it comes to acting we're just tired. Talking is WAY EASIER than acting.

We constantly change, we are always the same but we constantly change. (You have to be human to be able to do that!) That's why words can be so poor sometimes, because they stay where they where created while we keep going. At least there's always someone to pick them up and use them for a while.. That's what books are for. I like books. Books are useful. I wish people that talk so much could all write books just to give us the choice of listening to them or not instead of imposing their bla, bla to us by standing there so close to your face and spitting all those words right into your mouth while restricting your vital space by touching you to grab your attention back whenever you turn your head in a desperate attempt to show them how bored you feel..

Don't think I don't like talking, it's just that to me talking has to go with listening. If you aren't able to listen, what the hell are you looking for?..
The most interesting thing about listening and observing is that, when you get to do that, you see a lot. The more you see, the less to have to say. That's good. You won't waste so much energy but learn a lot instead.

When I talk a lot I get tired of the sound of my voice in my head. Then I realize that half of what I've said wasn't necessary. It's like those movies that last more than 2 hours to say something they could've said in 90min.

I stop here, all this is making me feel bored.

Jackson Feebs